Susan Abulhawa

Susan Abulhawa is both a Palestinian American author and an activist for Palestine. She was the daughter of refugees from the 1967 War and born in Kuwait before moving to the US and then back to Kuwait and eventually to East Jerusalem. Her years there would leave an impact that would eventually come out in her writing years later. She would attend college in the U.S. and earn her master’s in Neuroscience from the University of South Carolina. It was around this time that she returned to Palestine in 2001 and 2002 and visited Jenin Refugee Camp. The Jenin Massacre had occurred in Spring of 2002, and so she witnessed the raw aftermath of that reality. Her time spent in the camp inspired her to write her novel Mornings in Jenin (“Susan Abulhawa: Novelist and Humanitarian”).

Though she was on the path to become a writer in the medical field, her experiences and the pulls of her heart led her to complement this career with that of a novelist (“Susan Abulhawa: Novelist and Humanitarian”). One can see both her personal connection to the history and present-day situation she writes about, as well as her desire to share this reality of the occupation and struggle in Israel/Palestine with her readers. She allows her views and her personal story to show through the characters in her novels, as well as to tell a greater story of what is going on. It is also interesting to see the role that women played in her novels and the message she is sending through those roles. I have appreciated her ability and her willingness to represent two vulnerable populations well and use writing as a tool to stand for both women and Palestinians. 

In her first novel, Mornings in Jenin, a Palestinian family is displaced into what should be a temporary resting place after Israel becomes a state in 1948. Their life in Jenin Refugee Camp is told through the voice of a girl, the granddaughter of the town patriarch who offers the stories of her brothers as well as her own. Throughout the novel, one is introduced to a history often unknown to the surrounding world and is introduced to the misconceptions of a refugee camp, such as that it consists of tents and shacks on a wide expanse of land. While refugee camps generally begin this way and are intended to be a temporary fix until the refugees can either return home or resettle elsewhere, determination and and an undelivered right of return have led to more long-lasting homes now 70 years old. Belief that they might someday return home has kept many from resettling, and so they remain in this period of hope and waiting (“Mornings in Jenin”).

A 4-year old Syrian refugee camp (Za’atari Camp), much like what one might imagine when thinking of refugee camps. Photo taken by: Morgan EricksonIMG_3601A 70 year-old Palestinian refugee camp in Amman, Jordan. Photo taken by: Morgan EricksonIMG_3631



Inside a 70-year old Palestinian refugee camp in the West Bank.                                              Photo taken by: Morgan Erickson

The Jenin Massacre was an enormous retaliation from Israel after a suicide bombing that occurred during a Passover Seder celebration in 2002 (Smith, 501). According to Smith, “Palestinian charges of a massacre were disproved but 4,000 Palestinians were left homeless and the army blockaded access to the camp by relief and medical personnel for six days after the fighting stopped” (501). This kind of assault and retaliation against Palestine, instigated or not, occurs all the time and creates for an especially traumatizing and tragic environment to grow up and live in. When I visited the camp, we were introduced to the Freedom Theatre which is a theatre that was started by an Israeli woman for children in the camp to have an outlet and a way to express themselves from all that they were experiencing. It has been a place of hope and courage for these children, and an opportunity to speak out against the occupation through non-violent means, as well as to critique issues in their own society such as abuse against women and children. It has offered a place of light in the midst of great darkness, and allowed these kids’ creativity to shine through creative resistance in their fight for freedom.

Inside Jenin Refugee Camp. Photo taken by: Morgan Erickson
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Outside The Freedom Theatre in Jenin, Palestine. Photo taken by: Morgan Erickson

The Freedom Theatre

In her novel The Blue Between Sky and Water, a Palestinian family is exiled to Gaza after the war in 1948. It displays what it’s like for Palestinians to live in Palestine before the occupation and then in the Gaza Strip during it, while using strong and powerful women to help keep the family together in times of great trial. One of these characters is a niece who grows up in foster care in the US searching for her real home before coming back to Palestine (Rheannon). This closely resembles Abulhawa’s own story as she had moved around a lot as a child and lived in an orphanage during her time in East Jerusalem (Khan). Abulhawa would also return to Palestine after many years in the US of possibly looking for her real home.

Abulhawa is also the author of My Voice Sought in the Wind, a poetry collection. Her poem, “Wala,” describes the daily routine of a Palestinian man working under the occupation of Israel, with long lines and checkpoints and discrimination. She describes the checkpoint as a “cattle cage” to portray the dehumanization that takes place and provide the image of hundreds of men jammed together, all waiting to be shuffled through hours later so they can have a chance of finding work. I remember hearing stories like this all the time when I was in Palestine, stories of little things like this that Palestinians are forced to undergo everyday until one day all the little things add up and create a big thing, an unbearable thing, and the person breaks. The checkpoints and the required documents and the violence and the longer routes, all of them reminders to the Palestinians that they are less than. I remember listening to a Palestinian college student tell us how his college is five minutes away, but because he is not allowed to take that route, he must go the long way and drive three hours to school every single day. All because he is Palestinian. And amidst all of it is the deeply ironic undertone of a history that is once again repeating itself.

Susan Abulhawa’s poem, “Wala:”


It’s 3 am

In the cattle cage

The line is long

And thick

With bodies

You wait

A jibneh sandwich

With cucumber

In a plastic bag

Clutched in your callused laborer’s hand

Your wife prepared your breakfast and lunch

She was up before you

And together you prayed a predawn salat

She kissed your face and said

Allah ma’ak ya habibi

Allah be with you, my love

You kiss the faces of your sleeping babies

You haven’t seen them awake in months

And you wonder

Has Walid’s voice begun to crack yet?

Have Wijdad’s hips begun to flare?

How big was Suraya’s smile when she came home

with her report card?

It’s 4 am

In the cattle cage

Still, you wait

The line before you is so long

And behind you now, it is longer

Few speak

You’re packed so damn tight

That you hold one another upright

You see your own fatigue

Reflected in the weariness etched on

The faces all around you

You look away

Pine for a smoke

But who the hell can afford that?

You stare at the graffiti beyond the

Iron bars holding you in

Written just for you


By zionist settlers sucking the breath from your lungs

You understand the meaning

Of their English words

“Die Sand Niggers”


You pine for that, too.

It’s 5 am

In the cattle cage

The soldiers arrive

The line loosens

You take one step forward

Propelled by the weight of bodies

Behind you

Your jibneh sandwich

With cucumber

In a plastic bag

Is crushed.

It never survives

It’s 7 am

In the cattle cage

Now is your turn

You produce your papers

Unfold and refold

Eyes down

Heart down

Your shoes are down on their luck


You’re out of the line

Fifteen men before you were pulled aside

And you tried not to look

Not to hear the one begging

Don’t hit me

It’s 7:30 am

On the cattle bus

You ride

The country they stole from you

Seeds outside your window

And you imagine

The man you would have been

The man you should have been

Out there

Riding the family steed

The thoroughbred mares your grandfather

Raised and nurtured and loved

In a Palestine



It’s 8 am

You get off the cattle bus

Your crushed jibneh sandwich

With cucumber

In a plastic bag

In one hand

Your eyes down

Heart down

You put your toolbox down to knock

On the zionist settler’s back door

Where the help goes


The zionist settler boss-man yells


Mish hon el yom!

Not there today


And all you can do is thank Allah that your

Wife and your babies are not

There to hear them call you

Wala (quoted in Cobban)

Poem reading of “Wala”

Activism has also been an important part of Abulhawa’s life as she is the founder of Playgrounds for Palestine, an organization that builds playgrounds for kids in refugee camps and other parts of Palestine (“Susan Abulhawa: Novelist and Humanitarian”). Her writing is also a form of activism as she informs her readers of what is going on in Israel/Palestine, and shares that story with the world.

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A mural of a Palestinian woman on the wall that separates the West Bank from Jerusalem. Photo taken by: Morgan Erickson


By: Morgan Erickson

Works Cited

Cobban, Helena. “‘It’s 3 am, in the cattle cage’-Susan Abulhawa publishes first book of poetry.” Mondoweiss, 19 Nov. 2013, Accessed 9 Oct. 2017.

Khan, Abdullah. “This is a Palestinian story: Susan Abulhawa.” The Hindu, 29 Aug. 2015, Accessed 25 Sept. 2017.

“Mornings in Jenin.” Bloomsbury Publishing, Accessed 25 Sept. 2017.

Rheannon, Francesca. “Families in War: Novels by Susan Abulhawa & Jacqeline Sheehan.” Writer’s Voice, 14 Jan. 2016, Accessed 25. Sept. 2017.

Smith, Charles. Palestine and the Arab-Israeli Conflict. 8th ed., Bedford/St. Martin’s, 2004.

“Susan Abulhawa: Novelist and Humanitarian.” IMEU, 10 Nov. 2015, Accessed 25 Sept. 2017.



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